"How does it feel to love someone, so much, and then it's gone? How does it feel? How does it feel?" This one line (from now on referred to as "the line" or "that line") has been playing in my head over and over and over again all week. I've been hearing it, singing it, humming it, and whistling it everywhere I go. It was so bad in fact that I purposefully listened to it on YouTube a few times, just so I could learn the lyrics to the rest of the song, in order to sing entire versus, rather than just that one line. I now have all the words memorized, but it still hasn't stopped me from singing the line repeatedly.
It all started on Monday. I was listening to Pandora while working on a research paper and it was the last song that played before I fell asleep. That morning I woke up at 4:00 a.m. without having set an alarm, and continued working on my paper. The tune must've played in my head while I was sleeping because the first thing I did when I woke up was YouTube the song to listen to it... yeah, bad idea. By Wednesday morning it felt like I had that song from Barney "I love you, you love me..." stuck in my head. It was so irritating. Even now as I'm typing this post out I'm irritated by the fact that I keep singing it.
It's a good song, don't get me wrong. That's how it got fixed in my head in the first place. It's by The Green, a reggae band from Hawai'i, featuring Kimie, who's from the Big Island. Kimie Miner fell in love with music as a child and self taught herself to play the guitar and write music when she was 14 years old. She's toured the west coast and traveled around the world, living and recording in Jamaica, Hong Kong, Tahiti and Hawaiʻi. As for The Green, there are four core singers: Caleb Keolanui, JP Kennedy, Ikaika Antone, and Zion Thompson. Here's their biography if you'd like to read it. It's so well written that what I say in the following doesn't do it justice. Each of them is a songwriter and could very well be their own solo-aritist, but they choose to stick together instead. Caleb Keolanui and JP Kennedy are first cousins, while Ikaika Antone and Zion Thompson had previously worked together in the band Stir Crazy. When that broke up, the four of them created The Green. JP explained that they "wanted a name that didn't really point you in any direction. It's just a color, it makes you figure out what you want it to mean." The same can go for their music too. And for a lot of people, that "meaning" is weed... just saying.
"How Does It Feel?" comes from their self-titled debut album The Green. This album hit top 10 on the Billboards' 2010 Year-End Reggae Chart, was honored as iTune's Reggae Album of the year, and won Best Reggae Album at Hawaii's 2011 Nā Hōkū Hanohano Awards, which is amazing for a bands first album.
Here are the lyrics to the song:
Guy:
I've been staring for so long
I said there's nothing there
I've been holding on so long
I said it's just not fair
As sure as the morning sun
In the morning time
It's like the ending of a book
Said it's closing time
How does it feel to love someone
So much and then it's gone
How does it feel
How does it feel
You got to tell me
How does it feel to love someone
So much and the it's gone
How does it feel
How does it feel
Girl:
We've been traveling this road
Together for so long
And it never it occurred to me
That one day i'd be traveling alone
Like a soldier in the battle
And I was the lady in waiting
I guess the waiting game is over
And my tears just won't stop vaining
How does it feel to love someone
So much and then it's gone
How does it feel
How does it feel
[2x's]
How does it feel when your reaching
But there's nothing really there
How should I feel when I keep giving
And there's nothing left to share
When this truth is all I have for you and
You don't want it you just don't want it
How does it feel when it's raining
And the sun don't seem to shine
How should I feel when all I know
I can't make up my mind
When your cards are on the table and you know you gotta
Walk away
Walk away
How does it feel (how does it feel) to love someone
So much (so much so so much) and then it's gone
How does it feel, How does it feel
You got to tell me you you got to (how does it
feel) tell me, you got to tell me
Uh you got to (how does it feel) tell me, you got to tell me
How does it feel
My Uncle passed away on Wednesday (4/18/12)... He was only 49. I couldn't stop thinking about my cousins and my aunty... about how it felt to lose a father... a husband. How does it feel to love someone, so much and then they're gone? I can only imagine the heartache. It was a rough week. That line sang to my emotions.
R.I.P. Uncle Paul. I love you.